今天是開(kāi)始
今天雨夾雪，小雨夾雪，隱隱的冷，頭發(fā)濕的，一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)水和氣在飄。每年一月都會(huì)有很多小小的想法，都不大，女人能有什么想法呢，這年頭女人又都那么弱弱的~~……。好像什么都不能想，想多了，就要被人笑話~~，真是笑話!~~~……
今天是09年1月6號(hào)，從數(shù)字上看沒(méi)有不同的地方，最多會(huì)有人說(shuō)1月6日不錯(cuò)啊!怎么不錯(cuò)啊，可以查一下，也許這一天合適出遠(yuǎn)門，這一天合適進(jìn)香，這一天適合結(jié)婚，這一天適合請(qǐng)客，應(yīng)該雙數(shù)都不錯(cuò)的啊。所以，同學(xué)會(huì)來(lái)看我，朋友會(huì)來(lái)幫我，親人會(huì)祝福我。我自己只是回頭看了看過(guò)去，過(guò)去是什么呀，是時(shí)間，是經(jīng)歷，還是感慨，每一天，我都是實(shí)實(shí)在在的過(guò)過(guò)來(lái)的，痛苦了，掉一點(diǎn)眼淚分散一下痛苦，我的眼淚不能流的太多，太多了，眼疼，眼干，。所以，也不允許我哭太久，還好！我哭完了，很快就會(huì)笑了。一是不痛苦了，我就可以笑了啊~，再是我也會(huì)笑自己，哭啥~，哭得越多越?jīng)]用，聽(tīng)說(shuō)過(guò)女人有把眼睛哭瞎的，有什麼用，不是更痛苦，嗎?.....
今天我把過(guò)去自己洗的一些照片拿出來(lái)看，都是一些在旅途的照片，那些風(fēng)景又都浮到我的眼前。這幾年，為了感悟生活，我更多的是和畫(huà)家朋友一起去各地寫(xiě)生，是自由的，愉快的，方式也是藝術(shù)的。所以沒(méi)什么遺憾，所以很高興，收獲也很多。生活給了我很多啟發(fā)，我只能不停的畫(huà)，看到我的畫(huà)多了，被人喜歡的畫(huà)多了，被人收藏的畫(huà)多了，我自然很開(kāi)心。雖然，當(dāng)真的畫(huà)被人拿走了我的心里還是有些感覺(jué)，畢竟那畫(huà)是自己的兒女。所以，我會(huì)選好的藏家，真正喜歡藝術(shù)，喜歡我畫(huà)的藏家，那些畫(huà)他們會(huì)好好珍愛(ài)的。我又會(huì)放心的讓它們?nèi)?，?huà)是要給更多人去欣賞的~~……
今天我會(huì)再去洗禮，算是告別吧，時(shí)間給了我們一切的可能，而我們可能要告別的也就是時(shí)間，一段往事~~,一些記憶~~,僅此而已~~……
Today
Today it is snow with rain, small sleet, faint cold, hair wet, a little water and gas in floating. In January I have so many small ideas, all is not big, what idea can a woman have? And those years woman all are so weak... Like what all can't think, think much, will be laughed at, that is a good joke!
Today is the 2009January 6, from the digit no different places, mostly someone said on January 6 is pretty good! How good, can look up, perhaps this day right out of town, this day suitable for marriage, this day pilgrimages, this day for marrying, this day for inviting guests to dinner, should even numbers are good. So, classmates will come to see me, friends will help me, family members will bless me. I just looked back the past, past is what, is time, is the experience, or regrets, every day, I truly have come over, when pain, tears off scattered a bit, my tears can't flow too many, too many, eyes will ache, and dry. So, also don't allow me to cry too long, ok! I cry out, will soon smell. Not pain, I can smell, and I will laugh at myself, cry for what ~ more is more useless. I've heard a woman cried to blind, is it useful, only more pain?
Today I took out to see some photos developed by myself, all some photos of journey, those sceneries appeared in my eyes. In recent years, in order to comprehend life, I go around the sketch more with painting friends, is free, pleasant, mode is artistic. So no regret, therefore very pleased, harvest are also many. Life gives me a lot of inspiration, I can only keep painting, I see my pictures are many, more people like my paintings, being collection of paintings are many, I naturally very happy. Although, when painting was took away, my heart still in some sense, after all, those paintings are my children. So, I would choose good collectors, really enjoying art, and my works, they will cherish those paintings. And I will feel relieve to let them go, painting is to give more people to appreciate.
Today I'll go to the baptism, as farewell, time gives us any possibilities, but we may have to say goodbye to the time, that is, the past, some memory, that's all…
Today is the beginning.
【編輯：陳耀杰】
